Last evening as a mother of one

I rocked Noah to sleep tonight and was vividly aware that this was the last time I'd rock him to sleep, just he and I, before his baby brother is born tomorrow. I sang him Silent Night and John Lennon's "Beautiful Boy," over and over, as I've done since he was first born. Although I'm excited about our growing family, if I'm completely honest, I feel a little bit sad that this part of our lives is coming to a close, as well. Darling Noah, you will always be my first born son. I love you so very much, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy.